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  1. Lucky Seven is offline

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    10/05/2005 1:52pm


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    Hell yeah! Hell no!
    Well I never been in that situation so I can't really tell but hold on there, it will pass, everything does eventually.Actually MA have allways helped me with times when the "moral" was down, I allways had my training, everything in my life could be going bad, but in the few hours I was training I would forget everything, and it helped me, I grabed to that, maybe you will grab to something else, as long as you keep trying.

    Good luck
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    10/05/2005 3:23pm

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    Quote Originally Posted by shadowcat
    i have donated blood, gone on random bus rides, attended a couple meetings of clubs, gone dojo hunting and did extra homework to keep up with my classes all in one day. i know it's not healthy to do so much in one day, i am so exhauted, even after 9 hours of sleep, but i don't know what to do. i have decided to stop "trying" and just let it flow and take its course. it sucks, so i need to find something. i guess im just so lonely. i hate not having someone close to me to hug. i really like hugs.......
    Sounds like you're doing most of the right things, but don't sacrifice sleep or medications.

    In time, this too shall pass. Believe it :)
  3. shadowcat is offline

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    10/05/2005 4:13pm


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    yeah....grabbing hold of something would be good.....if i could. i want to do MA. there's f*ing nothing in stupid reno. i have nothing much to hold onto at this point. and even ifi do have something- some club or whatever, as i have been trying to do, it still won't make it go away.my phone doesn't have enough minutes and i can't find any MA schools out here. im pissed off. i try so hard all the time and i still can't conquer something so stupid as this. i hate having to take meds to live "normally." i hate this. i have nothing i feel like i love anymore that i can do.
  4. BenwaMandelbrot is offline

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    10/05/2005 4:34pm

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    You're in Reno? Well for criminy heaven's sake why don't you just shoot a man, just to watch him die?

    Surely that would make anyone feel better about things, particularly in comparison to the dying guy.
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    Posted On:
    10/05/2005 7:24pm


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    create an account on myspace. That's what I did. Beat several short games to make your life seem less pointless. Like every metal gear solid is a good place to start. Join neopets under a yahoo account you create specifically for neopets. go to www.bored.com. Go to every thrift store and buy every workout video and book you can, and laugh at the outdated technology and concepts. use someone else's computer to look up porn, and lots of it. Let them wonder why their computer doesn't work anymore. Once you create a myspace account, look me up(as Baofuhaibo, suprisingly enough) and look at the way I ramble everywhere I go. Put a picture of yourself in underwear as your avatar, and watch people flock to you like flies. Join a pointless group, like "let's get nakie!" and look at the forums. Distract yourself from living until it no longer sucks. I've been in your situation. I got a girlfriend then. Hell, bat for the other team a couple of days and let your disgust distract you, I mean, I can make a pretty long list of Bullshido members I've "done the dirty" with.
  6. shadowcat is offline

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    10/06/2005 12:42am


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    yep. today i actually had to walk the other direction because i really felt i shouldn't be on the bridge.

    im feeling those tendancies. and i don't care.
    i am trying so hard not to do anything like cut or anything.
    who the **** cares. mega-jesus san and the other assholes are right. **** going online and asking people what they think. no one really cares. i don't have "real friends" on the net. **** this. **** reno. i even took my med.....not both of them but **** it. i don't care anymore.
  7. BenwaMandelbrot is offline

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    10/06/2005 12:58am

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    Well, it's hard to be close friends with someone you've never met, but that doesn't mean that people here don't care; many people are concerned.

    It will pass - everything is purely OK, it just doesn't seem that way to you right now. I am sorry you're facing these things but only you have the ability to take them on. No one else can do that for you.
  8. Poop Loops is offline
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    Posted On:
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    Quote Originally Posted by shadowcat
    yep. today i actually had to walk the other direction because i really felt i shouldn't be on the bridge.

    im feeling those tendancies. and i don't care.
    i am trying so hard not to do anything like cut or anything.
    who the **** cares. mega-jesus san and the other assholes are right. **** going online and asking people what they think. no one really cares. i don't have "real friends" on the net. **** this. **** reno. i even took my med.....not both of them but **** it. i don't care anymore.
    See, now you're on the right track. People on the internet aren't real. When you log off, we dissappear from your computer's RAM.

    Anyway, never get pissed over the internet. Use it as a tool. When you're bored at work, when you want some info or chat, but WITHOUT any of the drama.

    That's the beauty of this site. I could call everybody a **** head and most people wouldn't care, and the others would forget by tomorrow.

    :suicide:

    ^^^ Don't do that.

    PL
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    10/06/2005 1:03am


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    :suicide:

    ^^^ Don't do that.

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    of course not.....i dont have access to a gun
  10. Poop Loops is offline
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    Posted On:
    10/06/2005 9:37pm

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    Quote Originally Posted by shadowcat
    i dont have access to a gun
    You live in America...

    PL
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