Realized I've gone to ****. Today I sparred with a friend, 2nd dan in Go Ju Karate, and got my ass handed to me. This same guy i used to, 6 months ago, beat 3 to 1 striking, and 4 to 1 on the ground (his rolling sucked), so I got complacent. I stopped training with him because I didn't feel it was benefiting either of us greatly. Now finances and schedule are keeping me from training with him, or at a school. I need someone that i can get with a couple days a week and get beat up for a bit, as that's how I learn effectively. I live in Northwestern Oklahoma, near Tulsa. If anyone is close by and would be interested in a throwdown, or becoming regular training partners that would be great.