My Real live Battle With keeping my Self Alive
It Started back in 1977 just before my 2nd birthday. mom comes in my room seeing i cant breath for some reason so Pats me in the back asking if i put some thing in my mouth i wave my head no. then she calls for a911 to get me to a Hospital/ when we got there they poke a pipe in to my chest to try and help me get air some air it helped just a bit then they got me in a or room and put me under to look in my chest to see what it was it turn out to be cancer but not just any cancer NON-Hopkins Lymphoma T-cell
So after they found out i had cancer the doctors give dim out look of a few months to maybe a year. Now it being 2012 i sure had beaten the odds for over 34 years..
34 years and still counting each day a fight to get up from the pain in my Knees, and other joints . to the lack of energy . and weakness of only able to lift about 25 lbs
there are a lot of days i just do not want to get up from my bed and sleep all day hoping i feel better later. the longest i stay in bad with out being sick at the time as in a flu or runs is about 47 hours. being sick i once stay in my bed for 11 days chicken pox's
now longest i stayed awake due to pain was 62 hours. but that was just after having my leg cut in to to get at a bone growth off my upper leg bone. longest after was near 45 hours
every time it rains my bones hurt. every time it gets below 30*F my bones hurt.
every one just about know how a pin or needle feels when they step on it but i did a worse thing i step on a metal rake fingers when i was running from my house to my grand mothers in the dark bare footed ouch 2 6inch spikes in my foot that was made of iron and was a bit rusted.
I had my nose almost tore off my a Doberman pincher i bleed bright pink blood from my nose this spooked me more then my nose being almost tore off at the age of 9 i think it was
Once when i turned to walk around the down side my house as i turned a big old buble Bee fly down my mouth while i was talking. and died.
i had ravens attack me not do to messing with them but taking in the corn from the field.
i Had ducks attack me for my peanut butter sandwich.
i had a Goose attack me for getting the mail from the mail box.
i had 4 chicken Hens attack me at once for walking pass a house while i was on the street
i had Eagle attack me while i was planting flowers
i had a house cat the attack me every time i try to get in my house.
my Grandmother runs over my feet all the time in her motor chair doom.
i once had two little old ladys run in to me with there cars at the same time yes i was a car sandwich. lucky for me i had about oh 15 shopping carts i was holding from running down the hill at the time waiting for the ramp to be free for me to move the carts and then sandwich time happen. and wearing my Heavy duty winter gear help too.
take the cancer out my life i seem i still had a painful life .
as long as i get up and out my bed the day is a good day. even if i get attack by something or something weird happens its still a good day.