I suck at this boxing thing. If I was to continue boxing, I'd just be a mediocre practitioner doing it for the fun and passion, wallowing in obscurity. Should've folded at the first month.
Guess this'll be my last month. I shouldn't have gotten so invested in boxing. Got distracted by the fun. Should've just stuck to the same old routine of trying out a hobby, looking for affinity and talent at it, then discarding and moving on if not very good it. NEW I was mediocre, the first few weeks. I was just having too much fun too care.
I was just lashing out, trying to put blame on other people. I apologize for the bandwidth wasted. This whole humble pie thing, is not for me.
It's just very hard to accept that I am not good at this ****. God damn. I type this with a very heavy heart, that **** is hard to swallow. Really shouldn't have gotten so attached to this hobby.
Oh, well. Got to concede a point where it's due. I concede that I was and am an arrogant asshat at this boxing thing. I have no potential at it. I am not going to be a pro at this **** nor do I even have the potential. Time to move on and not bother the people that either have the passion keep to boxing or the talent to make a living out of it.